I'm shockwave and I don't need anyone,I'll follow the way's till the day I die,I'm a shockwave and I'll take your fucking life,Don't mess with me I'm a shockwave ready to kill
My name is amber I am 16 years old! I And yeah you want to know more? Just ask!
ugh...I really don't know what to do...My whole family hates my boyfriend.. he is in jail because of me.....because I couldn't wait.. grrr This is so frustrating...he slept with another girl while were apart but I did the same thing to him so I can't really put it past him...I met in sept 5 2007 (the best day of my life) we started dating that day...it just felt to good to be true..but then that night he told me he was on house arrest for steeling his principals car and blowing it up...But I was like ok thats fucking bad! But i was in G-wood for about 2 to 3 months after we started dating but then got kicked out and I had to live with my dad in denver... He told me "baby I miss you so much" and I said if you missed me that much you would cut off your ankle moniter and come see me...So he told me he would call me back...when he did he was like I am on my way...I was like shit so I packed my shit. 4 hours later we ran away together...Got in a car accedent and got back home...I visited him in the hospital everyday like a good girlfriend would...but then my dad didn't want me anymore so I got kicked out again on thanksgiving...so i went to live with my mom again...But armando went to jail....And I was moving to vegas he was doing good for a while but then he started missing me a lot again and ran from his treatment center just to talk to me...Got caught again before I got to see him...And then he was doing great and they let him outa jail and said he had to be REALLY GOOD! So This is the point i found out he cheated on me...after I told him I kissed to people whie he was in jail...So It was my fault..he was just hurt..And I can understand that... But I didn't care as much and he told me he didn't cheat but she says he did...So I told him I was like prove your not lying about it and he was like how? And I said come to vegas and tell me your not lying to my face... he asked right now? I said well yeah...So he stole his grandmas car and came to vegas...Ran outa gas and had to hitch hike...But he came here and told me in person...That was the 1st day I saw him in 6 months..it was one of the best days of my life...but then here where shit happened..I felt bad and didn't want him sleeping on the streets so I snuck him in my house..Which put my family at risk because it was harboring a runaway....But I didn't think about that....He was in my room for about 6 or 7 days but my mom came home from school early one of the days and caught us...She made him leave (understandable) but said she wanted to give me to a foster hom or something...But then she just told me to leave and I took her seriously so I left...I met up with him we both didn't have a place to go so for 3 nights I slept on the strip with him...we went to the mall and I called one of my friends and he called my parents to thell them where I was. they called the cops and he got caught once again...My parents hate his guts but I am still in love with him..And I am trying really hard not to be and to get over him but Its just really hard to have loved and to have been in love with someone for so long to just stop... And I know he might not be the best think for me...But I know he loves me...If he didn't then he wouldn't do these things when I tell him its the only way that he could prove his love for me...And He has everytime and doesn't care that he gets in trouble as long as he gets to see me....And I think its amazing and sweet but in a bad way you know? any suggestions on what to do? to stay with him or to move on? I love him but my parents NEVER will......
this is such a profound old goth song...I love it!! What is love-howard jones
I will start off with a few bands :P
slipknot
BLACK TIDE
fear factory
dimmu borgir
amon amarth
children of bodom
through the eyes of the dead
nile
trivium
beneath the massacre
hatebread
demon hunterat the gates
as i lay dying
obituary
the black dallia murder pantera
metallica
opeth
otep
it dies today
zao
kitti
the haunted
arch enemy
job for a cowboy
nato
lamb of god
bmth
A great day to die
bullet for my valentine
himsa
goatwhore
slayer
tool
the ocean
mastadon
unearth
behemoth
meshuaggah
a perfect circle
the autumn offering
diecast
cradle of filth
as blood runs black
skid row
inflames
suicide silence
beneath the sky
annihilater
high on fire
exodus
ozzy
august burns red
necrophagist
devine heresy
winds of plague ill nino
all that remains
heaven shall burn
suffocation
(weird one I know) kottonmouth kings
ministry
just some bands off the top of my head ill write more later :DDD
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Ask a ninja :P lol And family guy, invader zim,and the metal station that plays music.
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